Lately I felt mess up. With all the things that came up quickly and simultaneously...ohhh i just need some time. There is so many things to catch up. My pace is getting slower. What could I possibly do within this limited time? I thought I should wake up at night to settle my things when my cutie pie is sleeping, but ohh seems like it is not easy. O Allah, forgive me for my wrong doings and guide me the way. (T_T) (T_T) (T_T)
Alhamdulillah by Allah's will she is growing as others did. With her growing eyes n longer hair. Subhanallah what else should i deny the bounty of His blessings are vast more than what we expected. Well created and in perfect order. She is now about 3 and a half months. The best part is that she started to grab things around her.
I remembered when i was breastfeeding her one fine day, she was holding my shirt while sucking the milk and she falls asleep. When i was about to unfold her hand she quickly grab my trousers, and i was ok i thought she was sleeping in the first place. Her lips was smiling wide enough but her eyes was still shut. Oh...did she intended to do that in purpose?? She is sure clever enough to reach n hold things. Alhamdulillah.